I LOST MY PHONE...

Yup, i lost it.. today... it was actually my first ever trip to 168 Mall, i went with my mom, my aunt and my grandparents... I bought quite a lot, including this sling bag.. i didn't bring any bag, actually. What i bought was this big duffel bag(to put all the stuffs my mom and i bought) and my handphone, mp3 and money (the mp3 was around my neck and both my money and handphone were in this wallet-like handphone case..) So, there I was going through the hustles and bustles of the said mall..

when it was time to go home, we went outside to find that there was a drizzle.. our car was parked somewhere "there" (clueless.. hehe..) so we had to ride a jeepney again to go there.. since it rained, there were no available jeepneys, all were full so we decided to walk farther until we find a jeepney that we could all ride into.. if you've been to Divisoria, I'm sure you'd know that that place is friggin' crowded all the time and pickpockets are just THERE. I, however, being the ignorant that I am, forgot about the pickpockets roaming nearby so I was carefree, walking and holding BOTH bags in front of me... There was MUD everywhere so I was a bit annoyed, plus the fact that the smell was really, really foul and that the people were just basically SWARMING... anyway, i have learned that thriftiness and practicality needs some sacrifices too.. so, there i was, walking and not complaining.. (i found that part hard, though..)

Anyway, clueless and carefree that i was, i suddenly felt the strap of my sling bag SLIP down my front.. and i quickly turned and looked for the person who took it, call it instinct.. My hand automatically went to search for the sling bag that was seconds ago still hanging there, but of course, it was long gone..

Ok, so i was a victim.. i couldn't do anything about it anymore, right? What's done is done.. Calling the number would be foolish, and looking for the person who did it? well, palin stupidity... So, what i did was, i endured the endless ramblings of the people who were with me, i just listened but my mind was a total blank for a few minutes.. i wanted to cry... but then again, for what? I wanted to scream, but to whom? there's no one left to point fingers at but myself.. i mean, how ignorant and careless can i get, right? So now i suffer the consequences of my actions.. -sigh-

The contents of the bag: handphone, money(good thing it was only around php150 plus some of 'em coins, plus some of these small stuffs that i just bought.. :( )

I don't want to wallow in misery... i refuse to do so.. I'll just have to continue living my life... WITHOUT a friggin phone.. i'll survive.. hehe..
the numbers, though.. my contacts.. waaah.. guys, please do send me your contact numbers.. i'll get a new phone soon, hopefully, so just hit me back with 'em numbers..

stay safe.. and have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, guys..

God bless..

take care of your stuffs.. don't leave 'em unattended.. don't be stupid like
me.. lol.

ciao.

Southville People...

Waaaah... i really miss you, guys...

as of this moment, I'm really really missing my Southville friends... It has been almost a month (or has it been longer than a month already?) since i last saw you, guys, and actually spent time with you! Crazy, i tell you.. I have lots of kwentos for you guys and i'm sure you have the same numerous stories to tell...

i miss all of my friends!!! (you see, i tried typing each one of their names.. but unfortunately, it's gonna take me a couple of hours before i actually finish.. plus i might forget someone so, i rather not put names here.. hehe..)

i miss hanging out with you, guys.. i'm sure you know who you are.. i miss talking to you and laughing away with some stupid and crazy ideas.. i miss taking endless pictures with you and i miss eating with you and having them fieldtrips.. i miss knowing that you, guys, are just there...

i really feel so sad knowing that it's just not the same anymore... we barely see and talk to each other and it's not a happy thought... though we've said too many times that it will still be the same, nothing would change, we'd still be the same way we always were... i know somehow that it's not..and i'm sure, you guys know and feel the same way..

it sucks, having to move and leaving you, guys behind.. but it was something i had to do... something i had to live with..

every night i pray.. i pray for you and for me.. hehe.. i pray that somehow, no matter how different our situation might be, somehow, we'll still come out on top..

it's really different, waking up each single day, knowing that when i get to school, it won't be YOUR faces that i will be seeing, nor your voices and laughter that i will be hearing.. i miss the endless teasings, no matter how "foul" they might get.. ahahaha..

i hate not having you, guys, laugh beside me when we're being the mean people that we are.. haha..

hay... it's really weird living without you, guys...

Lots of things are happening everyday.. and sometimes, after a long and tiring day, i just want to be with you, guys. . coz somehow, you always make things better for me..

i remember, when i used to be sad, whenever my tears used to fall, you were all always there for me.. but lately, my tears seem to fall because of you, guys..

i really wish i could turn back time.. i would have done things differently, that i know...

but let me get this straight, i never regret anything.. i don't even regret moving.. it's just that.. i dunno.. if given the chance, i'm sure i would have done something better.. because no matter how good things might be going for me now... God knows how better things are with you, guys..

waaah, i'm getting all dramatic again.. haha.. i know ryu will hate me at this moment for being the drama queen that i am, really.. he's such a supportive bestfriend.. haha, kidding.... haha..

anyway..

i wish you all an advanced holiday greeting.. i just miss you all so bad! and when i mean ALL, i really do mean A-L-L.... hehe..

May God bless each one of us, give us what we duly deserve..

i love you, guys... hope to see y'all again.. SOON!!!!!

CIAO. Ü